Post by vassili on Jun 2, 2007 18:07:14 GMT -5
La La La. I like me I like me I like me.
Already I have concluded that there will be drama soon to come. Drama every day. Drama won't ever stop. School+angsty kids= drama. Oh my. And as always, this year will include of labeling others, juding, being perfect, learning?, and being youself. As I hope this'll be one of those years I actually get to enjoy a day being stress free. Doughtful.
But what would a school be without drama? Ask youself that. Perhaps the other students just might be negative. Maybe a few bullies might trouble others. Oh I just hope one just has to say something to me. I wish. And already people avoid me becuase of my actions. Just becuase I say something? And my actions? Kids these days. Yesterday, I saw a student yell at someone for walking infront of them, and then threatened to cast a spell.
What's the world coming to anyways? It'll all end up as one mass of negative energy. And kids will mold into this selfish self and actually carry on without even seeing the corruption taking place. Am I the only one who sees it? Really, everyone just walks on by mindlessly, and I actual see whats going wrong. Sometimes I wonder if I'm really supposed to living at the moment.
As for friends, the usual. Sometimes no cern at all, and they'll be total jerks at times. Teachers actually have emotion in their voice. Thank you. I'm finally eager to learn in class when I teacher actually cares. Socially, I get a chance every now and then to chat. It's at dark when I go out in the woods and finally relax from all the stree. And headaches now have reached an all time high. I've counted 5 head aches in one week.
Oh my. No one will care. It's too much for you to handly. You'll never understand. Ever. Not even once. Let's just hold hands, act, smile, and laugh. How's myself? Fine. Lie lie lie.
I I I I. I know. Love myself more than you. Just too much for you to handly. You haven't seen my true self. La.
Already I have concluded that there will be drama soon to come. Drama every day. Drama won't ever stop. School+angsty kids= drama. Oh my. And as always, this year will include of labeling others, juding, being perfect, learning?, and being youself. As I hope this'll be one of those years I actually get to enjoy a day being stress free. Doughtful.
But what would a school be without drama? Ask youself that. Perhaps the other students just might be negative. Maybe a few bullies might trouble others. Oh I just hope one just has to say something to me. I wish. And already people avoid me becuase of my actions. Just becuase I say something? And my actions? Kids these days. Yesterday, I saw a student yell at someone for walking infront of them, and then threatened to cast a spell.
What's the world coming to anyways? It'll all end up as one mass of negative energy. And kids will mold into this selfish self and actually carry on without even seeing the corruption taking place. Am I the only one who sees it? Really, everyone just walks on by mindlessly, and I actual see whats going wrong. Sometimes I wonder if I'm really supposed to living at the moment.
As for friends, the usual. Sometimes no cern at all, and they'll be total jerks at times. Teachers actually have emotion in their voice. Thank you. I'm finally eager to learn in class when I teacher actually cares. Socially, I get a chance every now and then to chat. It's at dark when I go out in the woods and finally relax from all the stree. And headaches now have reached an all time high. I've counted 5 head aches in one week.
Oh my. No one will care. It's too much for you to handly. You'll never understand. Ever. Not even once. Let's just hold hands, act, smile, and laugh. How's myself? Fine. Lie lie lie.
I I I I. I know. Love myself more than you. Just too much for you to handly. You haven't seen my true self. La.